### // Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Now that im sec 3, and only 3rd day into school, we're already getting hw and i've little time for anime :(
Nopp downloaded the 2 Death Note anime movies. so now i have more to watch when i finish D.Gray-man.
I know a few of my new classmates but we dont talk at all. I have no friends there besides 2 charity09's. even so, i dont think i've said anything to Geraldine yet. I dont feel comfortable in the class. I dont look forward to school. I dont really wanna make friends. Although i want to, but just dont feel like. I'm the worst at making friends. I cant make friends. This group of girls always talk and mix very well. Our monitress is very friendly and talkative. Talks in front of the class as if know them for years. But i cant ;( i envy her. She has friends. She makes friends. She's so popular and well-liked. I envy her personality. I dont know how to make friends and feel like just staying alone. Although i'll feel horribly lonely and want someone to talk to. And 1 day yuhui will know the other girls better, but will I? :'( i dont want to be lonely. but im scared of making friends.